Dear Future Yin,
At this moment, while you are writing this, you are very much in love with this guy, who is far from perfect but deep inside your heart, you knew that he is the perfect one for you.
Still remember the first time you met him? Yeah, he was never in your list of the ideal guy. Somehow, from friends to become best friends and now, he is your other half :) You always say that he is very kayu and a hopeless romantic but did you remember how much he has changed since you guys got together? Both of you have change to a better person. He learnt to become optimistic, less grumpy and gained a little bit of fashion sense. LOL! He knows that one thing that matters the most for you in a relationship is the feeling of secure. So, he always try to make you feel like you can totally rely on him about anything. He is spoiling you and turning you into a clingy girlfriend, which you really enjoy :)
Still remember how he become your sandbag when you are being tested physically and mentally in Spaoh? Yes, Spaoh.. The most terrible place you ever been to. But hey, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. You're a survivor and you know you can survive now even if they throw you in the middle of a jungle or desert. Hehe.. During that period of time, you are like a time bomb, which can explode anytime but that kayu guy risked his 'life', stayed beside this time bomb. And of course, he survived! :-P Such a strong man huh...
Still remember how he flew to your hometown, just to be by your side. when you lost one of the beautiful gems in your life? You told him it's not necessary to do so because he still got tonnes of work waiting for him. But he came because he knew that you are not as strong as you have shown to people around you. Year 2013 was very tough, very very tough.. You were being tested once again when you lost the second gem :( You lost all your hope & faith, your world turned grey but you don't know how to share it with anybody. You packed all your emotions (anger, sad, disappointment, despair, hopeless, grief) into a baggage and brings it everywhere. You started to distant yourself from him and your friends. But your silly piggy, being the optimistic one, patiently helped you to slowly unpack the baggage and told you. "It's ok not to be strong, it's ok to cry.." He has been there with you throughout all of these tests, no matter how many times you chased him away :)
The year 2013 witnessed both of you made a few important commitments. The first one will be the piggy crib. Hahaha! That's what you guys called it right? After searching high and low for almost half a year, you guys chose one which you guys think is the perfect one to start a piggy family, a place to raise piggy children and to grow old together. Oh! Did you get him the Husky he always ask for? How about your sausage dog? You must be having a hard time vacuuming the house, cleaning the doggies and taking them for a walk :-P
Few weeks ago, you found out that he need to undergo a knee surgery. Can you remember how you feel? Let me help you to recall. He expected a scolding from you for not taking care of himself. But instead, you didn't and you told him, "Baby, let's get married and let me take care of you for the rest of your life..." You're not saying this because you want a ticket to transfer out of Spaoh but because at that very moment, you knew for sure he is THE ONE you want to spend the rest of your life with and you don't want to waste anymore time to be separated. He laughed it off and said. "No, I should be the one saying that to you. Don't you want a real proposal?" That's how he rejected your 'proposal' FYL. However, he made you the lucky girl who got proposed twice!! Hahaha!
What kind of flowers he bought for you this year? I remember he promised you that he will buy you flowers every year. How about your birthday cakes? I bet he learnt a lot of new recipes already and improved a lot :) How about you? Still do the online searching for home cook recipes? You said you want to keep his
heart through his big round tummy. HAHAHA!!
Yin, I hope that you will never forget the ups and downs of LDR you guys have faced to get to where you guys are today; the heartaches both of you felt whenever you guys have to separate, the endless tears and most importantly, how much you guys enjoy each other companions. He might annoy you sometimes but you know you will miss those annoying things when he is not around. Like this,
Not everyone is able to find someone who knew all your flaws and weaknesses but still accept you the way you are. You know deep inside your heart, you have found that someone. So, stop scolding him for being indecisive or coming back late and cause your tomyam to become dry or winning you over a stupid candy game! p/s Did they come out with the advance version of candy crush? :-P
I sincerely hope that you guys are as happy as both of us are now. Appreciate every moment k.. Cause life is too short :)
Love,
The Present Yin
