The end of the world didn't happened and thus i think i should start to think of my own new year resolution since i am very good in procrastinating. =p

Here it goes:

1) Control my own emotion - very difficult for emo person lik me. 1st thing need to be learn not to show black face in my office >< Recently started to become emo again le, should i just put a whole bunch of lavender on my office table since they said lavender can help to reduce stress for a person haha XD

2) Pass my external exam - can't say that this is resolution coz i paid exam fee for this one alr so i dun have a choice also =,=lll hohoho

3) Ultimate Aim!!! On diet!!!! Can't really accept when i realized the fact that some of my clothes or pants become too small size for my big big tummy!!! Next year at least try to lose some weight and don't let my spare tyre come out when i sit down.... Y_Y

4) Be decisive when have to make a choice. I think i really got 选择恐惧症 becoz i always spend a lot of time to do some decision such as where to eat, what can i do during weekend, what i need to do 1st. This is not a good sign n hope that i can at least dun hesitate too long when making decision in future. *Finger-crossed

5) Buy a house??? erm, this is depends on my financial condition ba~~~

6) Try to do more research on my taiwan trip~~!!!!! Can't let what happened in Phuket to happen again!!!!

7)....................................... This one remain unknown 1st ba hahaha

It's been awhile from my last post, since today got half day leave with my pig leg at home & got nth to do then write some stuff here ba. Recently start to feel bored with my working life, although i still haven't fully understand all the mechanism and concept in my job scope, I've alr thinking of my holiday at December le. However, dreaming is not going to give me money and without money, I cannot go anywhere even during my holidays.

Sprained my right knee on last Friday (again!) and suddenly I think maybe I should balance my sport life such as a combination between swimming and badminton. Old lo~~~~ But I'm not regretting of getting these injuries when i play badminton. Although i still very cha sui at playing badminton and most likely will lose to you all in a match, so what? It is still my interest and if you all think that it is very embarrassed to play with me then you can go n play with somebody else, it's your choice!

Seem lik my langkawi trip was fly away le, thought of going there to buy a bottle of coffee liquor then when come back to malaysia can try to make a tiramisu @@. More people will have more conflicts for sure so I can't do anything on that too. Just feel sorry for my coffee liquor and my dark chocolate~ Y_Y

Hope that all the outstanding stuffs can be done in next few weeks and then i can really enjoy my holidays at Phuket there.... Bungee Jump!!!!! Wait for me ah~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

当人慢慢的长大的时候，快乐渐渐少了，而烦恼就慢慢的多了。。。。。

Dear Piggy,

Suprise, suprise!!! Say hello to the hacker~~!!! Muahahahahaha~~ :D

If I’m there right now, another 30 minutes, I’m gonna give you the warmest hug and stickiest kiss, then whisper in your ear… “Happy 2 years anniversary Baby…” =)))

2 years together but one year was spent without you by my side. I still remember how things were very rocky during our first few months of LDR. Lots of dramas, issues, roller coaster emotions; fighting and making up, fighting and making up and the cycle repeats. I forgot how many times I told you how tired I was with all those. But one thing about you that I really admire: your PATIENCE. You have been very supportive and tolerate with my childish demands A LOT. You never give up on me and you never give up on our relationship.

No matter how busy you are, you always find time to talk with me everyday. Whenever I’m sad, you cracked your lame jokes to cheer me up. You get angry whenever I eat too much potato chips :( You also get angry whenever I refuse to exercise :( You get angry when I have gastric. Isssshhhhh~ Why are you so grumpy one? Ooppsss~

To my boyfriend and my best friend,

I love you… I want to grow old with you. I want to hold hand your hands in every steps that you will be taking. I want to do lots and lots of stupid and disgusting things together. *whispering* it’s our secret o…Hehehe~

Thanks for being the one that can make me cry and making me laugh again after crying =)) Thanks for being with me when I needed you most. Thanks for never letting distance kills our relationship.

I don’t know how things will be for us in years to come but I promise you that I’ll never give up and will work hard for our future. Till we see each other again, I miss you heaps…Happy 2 years~ *Hugs and Kisses*

Love,

Piggy dear

刚刚去了朋友的喜酒，虽然是和不是很熟的朋友一起坐，而且不知道为什么心情有一些纳闷，但是我很感激上天，因为不论在什么时候， 它总是会让我觉得我是一个很幸运的人。

Am i being too naive? In reality, it will be very crucial to tell u that a naive person most probably cannot survive in this society due to many reasons, the way u treat ppl, the way u handle ur work, the way u reject ppl o the way u talk to others. Although i cannot understand tat feeling, i will try to continue live my life in the way i lik. If 1 day i changed my way of thinking, it means i will nt be able to recognize myself as well because i will nt b the same anymore.

seems lik after cny my mood is getting worse and worse, i dunno wat happen but recently my mood really drop to the bottom of the valley alr. Don't feel lik doing anything but at the same time dun feel lik doing nothing at home too. CHeer UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!